December 2010
33 posts
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Dec 31st
this coming from someone who likes to be alone.
why can’t life be easy. mine probably is, huh, compared to other people’s. idk. idkdkdiddkdidkdkdidkdkddd whatthefuckdoidonow.
Dec 31st
i'm so scared to be alone.
Dec 31st
idk.
idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk. fuck. ufskljflskfjlsfjdlfjlfjsldfj, lsk;dfja;skgjw2wpsdfkepp3rkqpkcx i’m so frustrated right now. it’s all my fault too. i mean.  i mean.  i mean seriously. what the fuck am i supposed to do now. the thing is that there is nothing that i can do. i feel sick. i don’t want to write anymore.
Dec 31st
it's fucking frustrating okay.
all these fucking people like and reblog my shit indirectly through other blogs. what the fuck.  whatever, fuck this. i shouldn’t be on tumblr anyway. 
Dec 30th
idk,
should i delete shit? i think that’s kinda uncalled for… :/ i could lock everything… fuckfuckfuck. i think i’ll unlink writing for now. idk about comms though. maybe he won’t notice. all my entries are locked anyway, there’s not much to see. all the unlocked entries are fandom only, so it’s not like it’s even remotely interesting....
Dec 29th
and if you go anywhere near livejournal, i am...
Dec 29th
why the fuck are you here?
what the fuck. what the fuck. i think i know. you’re trying to keep tabs on me aren’t you? you saw that facebook post didn’t you? can’t stand it? get the fuck out. i cannot put up with your bullshit anymore. i don’t know what makes you think that you have the right. get out, get out, this is for me and for me only. i am so tempted to block you right now, you have no...
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okay so family essay, after i wasted 40 minutes...
i can kinda c/p questionnaire actually. it’s 410 words and yeah. 
Dec 26th
& to that jerk that keeps calling me out.
you can stop now. no1curr and i’m not going to respond to you. i mean seriously. if you’re going to do that, try harder. only losers track the post anyway, no one’s going to see it.
Dec 26th
... i just inadvertently scrolled through all my...
jfc, wow, i can be so deep. i can also be really emo -_-
Dec 26th
3 PM
time for family essay. questionnaire, take first paragraph of UC essay, weave it all together, expand.
Dec 26th
okay model essay is exactly 900 words right now.
I’ll probably try to cut it down, but yesss done.
Dec 26th
moral obligations and empathy essay.
talk about volunteering at the what’sitcalled. 
Dec 26th
crime and punishment essay
an intellectual experience.
Dec 26th
family essay.
tell us more about yourself.
Dec 26th
model essay.
Dec 26th
it is silent.
i will not talk to anyone else, not irl, not on the internet, not through chat. i am absolutely alone.
Dec 26th
1 tag
Dec 26th
why do these things never work out for me?
i guess it’s my own fault. it is my own fault. —- i am going to finish fixing the modeling essay today, trim it down to the proper amount of words. i am going to finish the family essay, cross post it twice. i am going to finish the crime and punishment essay. —- i am going to send scores. i am going to add a line about the kid who wants to dj. —- i am going to...
Dec 26th
i want to crawl in a hole and die.
Dec 26th
... and the premise to that fic was good and all,...
Dec 14th
jfc why is your Aoi such a Gackt :||
Dec 14th